Alec Baldwin contemplated suicide after the “Rust” capturing and would change locations with Halyna Hutchins in a second … so says his spouse, Hilaria.

Within the second episode of the Baldwin household’s new actuality present, Hilaria reveals how Alec talked about desirous to kill himself within the days after Halyna was fatally shot on set in 2021.

Alec was the one who pulled the set off of the gun that killed Halyna, and Hilaria says her husband nonetheless struggles with survivor’s guilt.

Hilaria says Alec needs he was the one who died that day and never Hilaria … and he or she says the incident continues to be taking a toll on his psychological and bodily well being.

Alec’s spouse says he is been hospitalized a number of instances, suffers from coronary heart issues, and has fainted a number of instances because of his guilt.

There have additionally been court docket circumstances and lawsuits … and everybody concerned has been put by way of the wringer.

Hilaria says issues have been actually onerous on Alec however she’s hoping they’re getting near a lightweight on the finish of the tunnel.