Janelle Brown is trying again on the moments main as much as her wedding ceremony with now ex-husband Kody Brown.

On the Sunday, Dec. 8 episode of Sister Wives, Janelle arrived in Utah with daughter Maddie Brush to assist Christine Brown select a marriage gown for her wedding ceremony to David Woolley. Naturally, Janelle mirrored on her earlier wedding ceremony to Kody.

“I really did not have a marriage gown,” Janelle, 55, informed the cameras individually. “When Kody and I received married, my household was very upset with my resolution to hitch the religion, so most of my household was not speaking to me or associating with me.”

“I had a inexperienced gown I wore. That was it,” she famous.

“My mother was on the wedding ceremony as a result of she got here to avoid wasting me from the polygamist and ended up marrying Kody’s dad three months earlier than we received married. So my mother was clearly OK with it, however the remainder of my household was actually not OK with it. In order that they did not, they did not come.”

Janelle was spiritually married to Kody, 55, from 1993 to 2022. Earlier than that, she was married to Adam Barber — the brother of Kody’s first spouse, Meri Brown — from 1988 to 1990.

Occupied with her future, Janelle shared in a confessional, “If I get married once more, I am most likely not going to have a gown. I am not going to do the large white gown. I imply, I am most likely actually going to only get married on a mountain in my denims someplace.”

Janelle wasn’t the one one fascinated by her previous, current and future throughout the Dec. 8 episode. As Meri joined buddies for lunch, she acquired some sound recommendation relating to her “redeclaring” she would have stayed in her rocky marriage with Kody, who’s now solely married to fourth spouse Robyn Brown.

“I might like to see you get to the purpose the place it is like, ‘ what? I beloved my time with Kody and I really like the place I’m now,'” she mentioned.

“That is a very good level,” mentioned Meri. “OK, I’ll work on that. It was a very good time with him. It was. And now we’re completed.”

In a confessional, Meri, who introduced her separation from Kody in January 2023 and later obtained an official marriage termination by way of her church, spoke positively over her subsequent chapter.

“I really feel a lot like I am transferring ahead,” she mentioned. “Ultimately, I will discover a man after which who is aware of what after that, who is aware of what’s going to occur.”

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Sister Wives airs Sundays at 10 p.m. ET on TLC.